Haunting, harrowing and deeply unfair. My heart! An incident I feel the urge to write about one day (still finding the words and the angle) is of being called to a women in cardiac arrest in my days as a uniformed cop. I gave CPR while the paramedic sorted out the defib. Hee 3 year old daughter ran around giggling, I yelled at my colleague to take her out the room. She didn’t make it. This 3 year old would be 18 now. I think of her often and hope she hasn’t gone down the same path.