It’s funny, I feel guilty if I don’t give 50. But I don’t actually know how many claps others give me. Perhaps it’s because I still need to work on my people pleasing and feel others are more deserving. Similarly I feel anxious if I am late for someone, yet I rarely judge someone who is late on me (unless it’s a regular thing).

I hold myself to account to a crippling level.

Maybe I should learn to give less than 50 claps and be comfortable that this doesn’t make me mean or unkind 🤷🏻‍♀️