Thank you for your lovely words and for bringing Danielle to my attention. I have never heard of her so will look her up.
I absolutely feel Jas is with me still. It's funny, I had a very spiritual experience a few days after she passed away when I was walking in the hills and I broke down and kept calling her. Suddenly a rainbow appeared. It stayed for a minute or so, an overwhelming sense of calm came over me and then it left. I keep meaning to write about it.